that i could relive my childhood. there are so many things i miss about it and in just a couple of months i will be 21. I have been on this earth for 21 years but there isnt a day go by that i wish i was 10. i remember those days where we didnt have to worry about our future except to get passing grades in elementary school. now getting good grades means a better future. i miss the animated shows. today all of the shows have real people and are not appealing. i miss the ideas of hanging of friends was to watch tv or play that latest video games. today its all about getting high or getting drunk. when waking up on saturday meant watching cartoons. now its just another day. when christmas was exciting to receive the presents and of course the anticipation of santa. now it feels like another day. when sex meant nothing to you. now the younger generation start having sex as early as 8 or 9. when we werent so cautious about national security. when the latest pokemon card was the best thing in the world. when spending all day playing outside, but now we just stay inside. there are just so many things that i could put on this list..it could go on forever. i just want to go back to when things were simple, when getting drunk or getting high didnt exist, just to back when i didnt have to worry about my future.